Emptiness

Most of the days, it's feel so empty. I start to wonder, how everyone goes through every single day. Did everyone happy and enjoy their life? Because I'm not. I miss how carefree i was back then. When I have nothing to scare, and I enjoyed living my life on my own way. I was happy back then. I start to realize, there are less and less things that I find enjoying to do. I started to feel happy less. The happiness is so temporary and on several occasions. Others that that, it's feel so miserable.  Adulthood is indeed a loneliness and emptiness, at least for me. It is suffocating.